Tuesday, November 24, 2009
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updates
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Around two months have passed since i last post. Sch started after all the camps and courses. This sem, my sch assignments were not as much as the last few sem due to having only three modules left. In the past few weeks, i have been studying with jewellcy and wesley. Studying outside with them is alot better then studying alone at home or in the library as when one get bored, we still have friends around to chat/joke with. And also when i see them studying hard, i will be motivated to study as well and not do other stuff.
Last week was my elearning and also the busiest week. Have to finish my elearning in time and also helping out in the Red Camp. Helping out in the red camp was fun and challenging as the grps has only 20 mins to complete their low elements and only a few will be able to try the parafan. Beside helping in red camp, there is also the MOT camp helpout. During this helpout, i found out that i have to start to change the way i facilitate the grps as i am starting to get bored with the same way and i also noticed that my standard of facilitating has startd to drop.
Within 12 days, i will need to complete my napfa test and also the Standard Chartered run. There is totally no time to train for both and i hope that i will be able to push myself to get at least a silver in Napfa and also to complete standard chartered run without any hiccup.
Now currently thinking of what to do after my attachment. Wont be able to attend OB training as often as i like, no more facilitating in Kismis adventure park, and my favourite outdoor activities stuff will also be cut down. One option is to work for TAM as a facilitator after their basic facilitator course but will it be the same working with them as compared to helping in OB.
Friends... Whats the different between a true friend and a best friend? Who is my true friend and who is my best friend? Currently i think all my friends are consider friends with no best or true in front.. If someone who have went through courses and camps together, what sort of friends are they consider to be? If someone has been ur friend for more then 4 yrs, what sort of friends is he/her? How to determine what sort of friends are my friends.Do i need lots of friends but with no true/best friend or do i need best/true friend with an average amount of friends?
Feelings... Is all feelings true? Do i follow all my feelings or hold back? Do i take the risk or stay as it is?
Haiz... after much thinking, i think i should stay as it is for now until i can really sort things out..
11:57 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
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3 days has pass since i am back from OBS. 3 more days to perak adventure trip. Will post more when i get back on sunday.
suddenly feel dam weird staying at home. Maybe cause use to the environment in OBS where we only have basic stuffs and the friends to joke arnd almost every min and the stuffs/activities that is happening almost every min...It seems that i am not use to having nth to do alone.. Argh!!! staying at home alone is worst then the solo night in OBS.
Another thing is that i cant seem to keep my mind free of unwanted thoughts... Lots of IF qns going through my mind...
8:43 PM
Monday, September 07, 2009
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First week of holidays
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Just came back from Youth Outdoor Camp 2 (YOC). It was a 4 days 3 night camp. The camp was fun and tiring as i was one of the Facilitators. My grp was quite quiet at first but then as the days pass, i noticed quite alot of stuff or qualities in some of my grp participants. A few of them started to have the initiative to lead the grps and also to help their grp mates. I hope that they will rmb what we have taught them and apply them when they go back to their sec sch as a leader. Personally for me, i have learn lots of stuff from the course b4 the camp and also get to apply to learn from my mistakes. Being a gd facilitator is not easy and it takes time or practise to be able to be one. As what the trainer has told us, our journey as a true leader or a facilitator has just begun.
Now left 3 more days to OBS, need to take this few days time to rest and prepare for the upcoming OBS course
5:54 PM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
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update
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it has been weeks since i last blog.. feeling lazy most of the time when i log in to blog..
currently been playing legend of heroes on psp and i finally manage to complete another rpg game.HAHA. usually i dont complete any.
Now need to start studying for final exam as i cant afford to fail any of the module.
14/8- Human factor
24/8- Mechanics of Flight
25/8- Aircraft systems and structures 2
that feeling is back and it seems to get stronger with each day...ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
12:33 AM
Friday, June 26, 2009
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update for the week
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wed, went back to sch to help out in the youth leadership camp2. Was slacking most of the time due to the weather and me as an assisting officer have nothing much to do except to watch and ensure safety during wet weather program. When the rain stop, i went to help out at KAP(kismis adventure park) as a rope man for the abseiling.. It was tiring for my neck as as a ropeman, we were suppose to be the one "guiding" the participants down.After the whole thing, went down range to take a look but did not notice anyone there then i went off. Then i msg yj and found out that they were there all along....
thurs, was suppose to meet 11am in sch for IS proj, but overslept and reach at 12pm. Discuss for a while and started researching on the project.At around 2 plus take mrt down to bugis for a chat/interview session at red sands gamer club. When i reach there, jeffire(the boss) was not around, so i went to bugis junction and spend 30 to 45 mins walking and eating. When i was about to leave, call the store one last time and jeff was back. Went back there for the chat session.(reason y i call it a chat session as it was more like normal chatting then interview.) Found out that the starting pay was suppose to be $4, but if he hired me, it will be $5 plus for me as i dont have to go through training(customer-service related).B4 i left, i was told that he will email/call us on sat to let us know whether are we selected for the job.Another thing i found out is that jeff may be planning to open an ice-cream shop in the future...
Today wake up at 12 plus, then stone in front of com until dinner time...Now cant wait for tmr for the email and also watching transformer with ob peeps.
now things are slowly clearing but how long will it take till it totally clears up......
9:57 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
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mixed feelings........
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Yesterday was the NPSC amazing race. It was organise by the new members(yizhen, jess, stan and samuel)with me and adeline.The race in my opinion was a successful one with almost everyone enjoying it. After the race, most of us stay back and went to play in the beach. B4 we finish the race, mood were already starting to change due to being tired and also some "incident"......After everyone reaches the beach and started talking/playing, i eventually join in..........Btw congrats to yj and jess for being officially together(If anyone of u reads this.).
This week will be another week that i wont be at home much..... yesterday full day at sentosa, today wake up at 1 plus and leave house at 4 plus to proceed to range.... wed, whole day in sch helping out in Youth leadership camp2, thursday go back sch to do project then go for interview.. fri most likely meeting classmates to do proj, sat go range to help out in monthly shoot then meet OB peeps for movie.. Sun most likely working...
Hope that after this week of being outside, it will help to my mind free of "junks".......
been talking to one of my friend... found out that we have a somehow similar situation with different outcomes...............
6:10 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
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Has been going out alot lately...
12 june - went got NUSIS then to IT fair with Yj, Jess, HC
13 june - recce at sentosa with Yj, jess, yz and Sw, then to cathay to watch blood with them + HC, then walk to marina square to meet with jc they all then take bus down to bbq at pasir ris park with OB peeps.After that meet HC at airport to take mrt home.
14 june - wake up late then went to work.
15 june - cant rmb
16 june - went to cityhall to meet up with stan and jess for meeting. then walk to bugis to slack at library with jess, then meet up with sec sch classmates for a steamboat gathering.
17 june - went out with daniel, jc, dorcas, sw and gloria to chinatown then to yishun to eat dinner
18 june - went down to range at night for meeting with yz and jess and waited for the rest to train finish to go eat
19 june - went to sch in the morning to help out in the NPOB trainings, then went home to rest then meet OB peeps at night to watch the taking of pelgam 123 at 9 plus.
recently having a hard time to slp... been lying on bed thinking of stuffs......
some of u may be thinking abt y am i involved so much in NPSC stuff and trying to "overload" myself... main reason being i dont like to have free time too much as having free time means having nth to do at home except being nag at and thinking of stuffs.....recently no games have keep me playing it for more then 10 to 20 mins even the books which seems interesting when i flip through it at national library on 16 june is now lying on the table collecting dust without being touch by me at all.....
being at work does not help at all... everyone who is fun to work with has now quit due to their exams or has found new jobs after their graduations... those left and those newly join are those who always have alot of complains by the customers and it is hard to always have to help them to handle the customers..especially having managers who does not care much about the store.....
i noticed that i recently have 3 types of "personality/appearance"(whatever it is called)..... one is hanging out with one of my friend...... 2nd is on msn... and 3rd is when hanging out with a grp of friends...
haiz........
5:30 PM
Friday, June 19, 2009
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test
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blah blah
2:18 AM
